Update 27 - Healing - November 16th 2022

Love this picture of Goku.

Seriously, I can relate. I’ve been there in the hospital like that.

Fractured skull, broken ribs, broken back, fucked up lungs. Pretty painful experience. Broken and battered up. The only way to unlock certain DNA sequences is via particular stresses. Irreplicable otherwise.

There is only one way to get stronger in life and it is by overcoming difficulty.

Finding new ways to improve is also interesting for me as an athlete.

I’m in the hardest training phase of my life currently, and I’m focused on finding the positives from it.

I found new inspirations which is rare for me, and discovered the possibility of reaching a new level. Fortunately ( or unfortunately ) it takes severe injury to position oneself to have access to this new form of training. So not many people can replicate this form of conditioning.

Needless to say, I think there is something interesting coming out on the other side of this.

I don’t think most people will understand, but it’s okay. As I continue to strive, I find I can relate less and less to others. I think that’s okay though. Most people I find have a “ crabs in the bucket “ mentality. Just pulling down the next crab closest to getting out. External validation is not where my strength comes from these days.

Striving to achieve what money cannot buy and doing it with my own 2 hands means I gain more and more new perspective and energy.

It’s the best for character development IMO.